Control

When I wanted to be yours
Yours
Only yours
Nothing else made sense

In my car
Listening to triple R
Life is rad

Just like its hitting me that life post June is gonna be so rad
- Europe
- one subject at uni only
- moving out
- getting a better job
- 21st
- time to just veg out n do me things like read n knit n garden n photograph people n so on

BORED

1. Did you wake up cranky? Sort of I had a test this morning
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Probably not
3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Boys
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yeah duh
5. Can you commit to one person? Yup
6. How do you look right now? Messy
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Nothin :s I’m about to go to bed
8. How often do you listen to music? Almost always
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans! Never sweatpants yuck
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? Yes I hope so
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Social I guess
12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Ugh fuck my life
13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? No I’m so blatant
14. Can you drive a stick shift? Nup
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Nah not really, I guess a little
16. Are you going out of town soon? Nop not till July!
17. When was the last time you cried? Thursday?
18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yeah
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Yeah to green
20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Go to a restaurant and sign forms
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I had a test
22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Sort of not really it was silly n lust based
23. Are you nice to everyone? No way
24. What are you sitting on right now? Bed
25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yuh easy
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Of course all the time
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Mardia I reckon
28. Do you get a lot of colds? Yeah heaps
29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? Errrr I don’t think so
30. Does anyone hate you? I wouldn’t be surprised
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yeah he rocks
32. Do you like watching scary movies? NO!
33. Are you a jealous person? Ugh yes
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? Probably when I was like 2 because I don’t remember it anyway
35. Did you have a dream last night? Yeah but I woke up so frazzled for my test I forgot it already
36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Yes
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Omg it’s possible but no
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Yes but it’s complicated and I don’t think they want to admit it
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? A girl can dream
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Yes! I made 300 dollars at the market n a boy came to say hello n it was really sweet
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes ugh don’t remind me
42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Omg sort of??? I was on the rocks with my boyfriend then n failing uni like I am now but other than that no I guess
43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Just lyin in bed snoozing n spooning
44. What’s the best part about school? Not being there anymore
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yes
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? No I don’t have friends at uni/I don’t go to school
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Yes so often
48. Were you single over the last summer? No but I wish I had been n in a relationship now instead :(
49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Sleeping
50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? The most attractive boy in the world

I feel like Carrie Bradshaw but why is it so hard to get the perfect relationship with a guy? Guys completely overestimate a girls needs: sex, cuddles and someone to call them cute n sexy

I am so tired

of today

this week

this month

this whole year

has been tiring

I’m that girl who cries on public transport Jesus fucking christ